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Luz Mendes's avatar

Can associate with all your points. As if they were mine. Remains the comforting fact youโ€™re not the only one feeling like this and going through โ€˜thoseโ€™ snow storms of creativity!๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป

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Alina Barbu's avatar

Thank you so much for your comment Luz! I don't even know if I should say I am happy or sad for us, I assume both are accurate. Good we are not alone, bad we are dealing with the wintry winds!

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Paul E's avatar

Tell me the one about Lily's Leprechaun again! Please!

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Alina Barbu's avatar

You are so kind Paul! Thank you!

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Shifra Clara Wasserstein's avatar

Thank you so much for sharing! So incredibly relatable.

The book โ€œThe Big Leapโ€ by Gay Hendricks explains this phenomenon in detail and how we can climb this scary big mountain- one tiny step at a time

(sometimes Iโ€™m good at it and I get ahead with my memoir and sometimes it feels like one step forward & two back (the sick ๐Ÿค’ thing is fascinating - how its the best tactic of the lizard brain to shut down the progress that it perceives as โ€œdangerโ€)

I like to use the Artistโ€™s Way as my inspiration - however, with ADHD itโ€™s never a linear journey :)

It gives me tremendous comfort to know Iโ€™m not the only one dealing with this struggle - and even more fascinating to me is the fact that even a novel can cause the same bodily reaction! (I thought only a memoir because it brings up trauma from the past and my brain may innocently try to โ€œprotectโ€ me from the pain)

Thank you again ๐Ÿ™

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Alina Barbu's avatar

Hello Shifra, thank you so much for sharing also! I know the Artist's Way, indeed a great book. I will have to look up the other suggestion. Yeah it is a fascinating reaction, sadly also very counter productive and annoying, but what can we do? Just push on and actively work to surpass it!

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Diana van Eyk's avatar

Hi Alina, I write because I have to too.

Maybe the time just isn't right for a novel. I wrote one, and the process was great, but the end product? I'm not so sure. I learned so much from the experience. And if I ever get the time and inclination again, I might write another one. If you saw writing a novel as just a practice run, would that take some of the pressure off?

Here's a song that the title of your post brought to mind. I think it's brilliant. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8oLtL_S3Fng

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Alina Barbu's avatar

Such a great song, thank you so much Diana! Yeah, thinking at it as a trial run might take some of the pressure off and make it better. Food for thought! To be fair I would be just happy and proud to have written a book of my own! Thank you so much for sharing!

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Sarah Barratt's avatar

I admire you for slogging away despite these mysterious blocks. I am sure there is an answer to resolving the issue, though I can't say what! I know I have similar only sometimes it seems there is a wave that if I catch it will take me over a hump but that doesn't happen very often.

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Alina Barbu's avatar

You are so kind Sarah, thank you so much!

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